How our body creates chemical peptides from a trigger of the NOW but is an UNRESOLVED ISSUE from the past.As I am explaining to my client, "How to Read Life by Observing Life" (this is a book and class I am creating) she stops me and says i am not feeling well can you check (read her energy) to see why. I looked at what we were just discussing and it was related to a worldly experience.
This was the conversation we were having and how things fall into place. She had asked about her brother and his anxiety. I did a reading on his energy. I seen the entanglement cords of obsessive thinking. It was used as a way to cope. It also is now an addiction to help me not feel what it was he couldn't handle in the first place and it is also a tool to help him handle upcoming things. The entanglement cord led back to age 6. He was born in 1995 and you add on 6 years and it would been 2001. Oh my stars, I said. This is going back to September 11 2001, also known as 911. I could see the cord to the earth severely disrupted and the connection to spirit disrupted making one feel separated and alone. I asked if he was an empath. I knew he was but I wanted to know if he knew it and if he acknowledge it. She said, "He is so afraid it and he would deny if you asked him but he really is an empath." She asked if I would define obsessive thinking. In my world it is so important to be define something even if you already think you know the meaning.
"One thing about obsessive thinking is a disconnect from spirit seems to occur (The spot on the outer inside wrist at the crease is weak.) It is tied into paranoia which means the governing meridian is down, as well as anxiety is off the charts. Emotions run high to where they feel like they are going insane and they can't stop it.BMW: Obsessive thoughts are patterns of thinking that we all experience especially, obsessive thinking becomes more dominant at times when were are feeling, anxious nervous, depressed and stressed. Usually the blood to your forebrain is less because 80% of the blood has to go to the limb for fight/flight/freeze."
CLIENT: I'm suddenly feeling kinda sucky. Like upset. Can you check why?
BMW: So you are feeling panic? Your body is giving you signs. I think it has to do with bringing up about obsessive thinking. Stomach meridian is about obsessive thinking.
BMW: Weakness, dysfunction and illness associated with worry, anxiety and overthinking. Worry will cause Stagnation of Qi in the Stomach and will manifest with a niggling, burning pain, belching and nausea. Excessive mental work over a period of years leads to Xu (Deficiency) of Stomach Qi. Anger, frustration and resentment affect the Stomach indirectly through Liver Qi Stagnation which invades the Stomach.
BMW: Even if your thinking and emotions are normally, your body is remembering something to do with obsessive thinking. Your body is making chemical peptides so you will notice what it is thinking. What is happening to your thoughts?
CLIENT: My thoughts are obsessing on how sick I feel and can’t focus. Okay so what do I do?
BMW: Hold R2S. Let yourself feel the body and the symptoms and then go over what you just read about obsessive thinking. It was 911 and how you felt disconnected. The stomach meridian feeling like it was severed somehow from your connection with your true self (spirit). You couldn’t put your finger on how or what was making you feel awful.
CLIENT: Did I get it?
BMW: Still some there. R3D - how draining it is of what you feel about that energy around you. Remember we started our class out on my reading of how do you know what draining feels like?
CLIENT: Okay how about now
BMW: Hold R2S how your body obsessive about the environment. Example when you were in school.
CLIENT: Did I get it now?
BMW: I don’t see it. How are the symptoms? Don’t you just love how our souls work.
CLIENT: Yes, I do. I'm not sure how to measure it.
BMW: Can you measure how you knew it was weird and measure it against now. You said, “I'm suddenly feeling kinda sucky, like upset, can you check why?
CLIENT: yeah and?
BMW: Does it still feel that way
CLIENT: Oh yes, I still feel a bit uneasy.
BMW: Hold upper lip, think of symptoms, emotion loftiness – earth, worldly, environment – loftiness -having a haughty overbearing manner. Feel how that energy has that.
CLIENT: What do you mean?
BMW: Do you know what overbearing people feel like? Can you feel that pressure?
CLIENT: Ah okay
BMW: How is it now?
CLIENT: All good now. Thanks. How much do I owe you since we went over?
As a medicine woman: This is just one example of what it is I do. I can see the quantum law of attraction. I see mirrors and entanglement cords. I can see how your biography creates your biology as Carolyn Myss would say.