This first step of my radical change of just changing my sleeping patterns has been an adventure. The sleeping pattern I guess I never wrote down. I would lay with my husband and snuggle from 12:30am until 1am. I would be sleeping good. Then I would have to get up because... the kicker is my brain started to make excuses and reasoning's. I don't have to do anything. So I end up staying up all night. I am exhausted by the time 5am rolls around. I put ear plugs in and lay there until almost 6:30am when the my husbands alarm goes off. Now, I like this to some extent because I get a lot of work done. For one, writing this blog. I haven't been able to sleep a whole night through. Now that I think about it. I am not sure when the last time it was. Amazing how certain events happening your life and it is so subtle and gradual that learn to adapt. How certain habits are formed.
SNORING. My husband snores. Who doesn't. I know I make noise that he has to endure. The world is told to expect it and that is what happens to you and it is written in stone. I understand that things happen but to program that limitation as that you have to expect that it can happen to you. Just because everyone does it, is a post hypnotic suggestion. Just like you are to age, get fat and become senile. My discovery was amazing last night. I Went to sleep around 12:12am. I didn't sleep deeply. On day 6, I found out the importance of sleep. My body has been in a chronic stage of sickness that I can't seem to recover from. I have
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healed so much of myself and so proud of how healthy I have become. It is just this last little piece. Anyways, I will tell you more about that later. I finally was done at 2 am. I am out of here. Enough is enough. My anger is through the roof. I am irate of his snoring. I love him so much. I just can't stand the snoring. I am not mad at him. He can't help it. I am mad at his snoring. As I laid there, I did as much healing as possible. I can't process this snoring. If you have followed me, been in my class or a client you would know that it is about how, "We can't process a particular moment." I did some hope therapy and hold my points.
I began blogging about, "I know I can part 3" and wondered where did the behavior of being terse came from. Well now I know. That evidence came up while I was healing.
I have a behavior of being short and terse with people. In some cases it is needed. I learned from my business partner Jenn Tafel that it is needed when you are in the emergency situations. The doctors only have a few minutes to save that life. Time is crucial. There are people in the hospital that is suppose to support the family during the crisis. That is there job. The doctors don't have time to hold their hand or the nurses or other doctors. The emergency room is not a place to put up with wounded egos, pain and suffering of the one that is alive. It isn't that the doctor is rude but knows to focus to save that life. It is a matter of life or death. When I am doing my radio show, there needs to be a smooth transition. Maybe I expect to much. I want it a certain way to improve the show to make it sound more profession.
The third eye sits at the beginning of the bladder meridian. All the nerves coming down the spine are on this meridian.
Torture: Watering dripping on forehead to drive them insane. The fears of each person reverberated throughout the nervous system. It wasn't the steady drip that caused it. It was the tapping. A steady message as a pulsing beat. When this beat is tapped into the bladder meridian it is actually tapping the nervous system and into your habit field. You can tap in happy or horror you get to choose. Just like the drop would hit the prisoner bladder meridian point and send a wave throughout their entire nervous system, that was what snoring did to me.
My mother and father both snored and I had to sleep with them. Being in the middle was a killer. they would put me in my footy pj's in hopes to keep me warm because I would crawl out of bed. All I can say is, I crawled out of bed because it was so darn hot. Laying between two people and their body heat can be too much heat. Then you have that 'have to' lay still or else. Well, no wonder there are times I will only take a small portion of bed. I have a king size but you wouldn't think anyone sleeps in it. I am right on the edge.
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The bladder channel begins at the inner corner of the eye, rising up through the eyebrow (BL-2) over the forehead and skull to join the governing vessel at GV-20. Here it enters the brain, re-emerging as a superficial path at the nape of the neck. This path continues over the base of the skull (occiput), where it divides again into two branches that descend parallel with the spine. The inner branch diverts briefly to meet GV-14 before continuing to the sacrum, then on down the back of the thigh to the center of the knee-fold. An internal branch connects with the kidney and then the bladder, after separating at the lumbar region. The outer branch passes from the occiput along the edge of the shoulder blade and descends to the buttock, continuing down the thigh to meet the other branch at the knee. The single channel continues down the center of the calf muscle and passes behind the outer ankle to the outer tip of the little toe.
- Sympathetic nervous system, is responsible for stimulating activities associated with the fight-or-flight response.
- Parasympathetic nervous system, is responsible for stimulation of "rest-and-digest" or "feed and breed" activities that occur when the body is at rest, especially after eating, including sexual arousal, salivation, tears, urination, digestion and defecation.
Someone suggest that the tension and pain may be relieved by stimulating the flow of energy along the spinal branches of the bladder meridian. Such stimulation induces total relaxation by switching the autonomous nervous system over to the restful, restorative parasympathetic mode. Hands on healing. Using oils, homeopathics, the emotion code. There is many
I might even try the Temporal tap for healing. We will see. I first have to focus on what didn't I process. I could use the temporal tap to tap in joy.
I wonder if my overheat issue has anything to do with this. When I was younger my mother would get so scared. She would find me stuck at the foot of bed, between people. She thought I would smoother or roast to death.
The bladder meridian also represents emotions. When I do readings, I tap into the negative one that are trapped or tell me the unresolved continued story.
FIGHT/FLIGHT/FLEE RESPONSE - NOT DISCHARGED
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