We need to consider that we have all these thoughts, values and beliefs and there must be some place where we store them. The answer is yes, we do store them in our neuronet. The neuronet becomes fixed by the age of twenty. We did our programming before the age of twenty. After the age of twenty we are doing our best to recreate those feelings. We stop making the unknown known. Every day is more of the same continued story. We recreate the same reality every day upon awakening. We become the observer as soon as we start firing up those neuronets.
The biggest lesson I learned in my life that turned into wisdom that I teach others in the, "Becoming a Spiritual Human" series has come full circle to help me stop a limiting behavior. We get caught up other people's energies and their stories. When relationships go bad, does it mean they have to? No. I was asked by Spirit to make a decision. I learned as I move forward in life each day. I can make the unknown known by living and flowing in Spirit, my true identity.
This is my Perry Story: I have this great friend. I had met her seven years prior to the time of this story and I was grateful I had. I was such a timid person. I become so home bound that I thought I was becoming the family pattern, to be an agoraphobic. I was a mouse. I never made friends first; I usually waited for them to make the first move. I never knew what to talk about. I would use my skills of listening sometimes way too much. What I found out about Perry was I wouldn't shut up. Probably didn't help that I was around kids all day in and day out and I needed a peer to talk to. She liked what I liked. That was so rare for me. This relationship started when Perry called me. I didn't know her accept through a mutual friend. (Another story here about the Golden Lasso Healing Tool but that will have to wait for another time.) Now, propel yourself seven years into the future.
I was guided to stop going to Perry's house. I asked why and I didn't hear anything. I proceeded to go to Perry's anyways. I went twice after that first message just because I had to fine tune to my 'True Identity' at that time and I was unable to get out of my comfort zone (my own way.) I couldn't understand why I should give up a great friendship. To me it felt like the end of the world. I finally had friends. Anyways, I found physical proof to why. I believe it was on a Saturday afternoon. I had taken some of my students to meet Perry. I really admired Perry. One of the group activities is a hands on healing group session. One person lays fully dressed onto a table and the healers gather and lay their hands onto the person or off the person.
She started a study group online called, "A Course in Miracles." I joined and the first week was awesome. The second week was awesome also. We all took turns being in charge of the teachings. The third week was mine. I read my part before class and was blown away by the information that the spirits had shared. I was so excited to share. We started the group and no one read it. So we proceeded to read it together. After one passage, we would discuss it and, bam!, you would hear one person speak and the rest all agreeing. I saw something different as usual. Sometimes I wouldn't say anything because I didn't think I was smart enough. This time I was the teacher and I was going to do it well. I spoke of what spirit said. After I was done, someone called for a break. So we did. When we got back we finished the book.
Time for the lesson to be played out.
I hadn't let go of the friendship with Perry so now comes, "How many times will it take until I learn to let go and go with the flow which is better than I could expect."
Right after the class was finished, I spoke with Perry. During the conversation, I received a letter from one person who represented them all. The letter stated that they didn't want me in the group anymore. I talked way above their heads and we had thought differently. I was crushed. I couldn't read any more. When I did, they said I just don't fit. They don't understand what I am saying.
I eventually did leave on my own accord. I really didn't need to be told a thousand and one times. I would rather learn how to get my spiritual message right the first time. During that, the final day of speaking with Perry, I let go and within a few minutes synchronicity showed itself. I found the next step through her. It turned out the way it was naturally supposed to. In my last conversation with Perry, she told me of her daughter going to classes in Detroit. The classes interested me, so I ended up going to them with her daughter.
I went faithfully to Detroit for classes for eight months. At the end of eight months, spirit spoke again "Stop going to class". I thought "What?, Here we go again". I was scared, but I also knew it was going to work out. I went back again, but only once. I want you to understand what I was feeling was very important as to whether or not I had the courage and free will to break free from the ties that bind me to my comfort zone, aka survival zone. I physically, mentally, and emotionally felt numb and scared. I was in freeze mode. I could let it get stuck or discharge it right then and there. I felt like the room was full of people but I was not attached. In my human mindset mode, I thought my world was going to fall apart. In my spiritual mindset mode, I was helping my physical body to release as I was living in the moment.
In my human mindset mode, I almost was caught up in the emotions of I wanted to keep the friends I made. I didn't want to leave on bad terms. NOTICE: logical reasoning's and excuses popping up from the self conscience values and beliefs of just being human. I was losing the bridge of communication with my spirit. The wisdom is to understand that our fears and comfort zones need to be faced, resolved and released with grace and ease. I have learned to do it the first time and stay in the flow for synchronicity which helps you grow and evolve with wisdom. I have to say we remained friends. Are we close? Not at this present day. Time took care of that relationship the old way. I had a choice to walk away or get into a massive fight and burn bridges to get to where I was going.
Another wonderful thing that happened to add to my list of ‘Radical changes’, an extreme house cleaning occurred. My husband wanted a healing. We worked for about 30 minutes. I walked into my radio studio to get a file and that was at noon. It is now 4:30 pm. Well that is not how I thought my day was going to go. I revamped the studio, kitchen and the store. Looks good! Husband asked, "Why are you cleaning?" I said, "Spirit asked me to get this done." I saw the visual if what it could be. I brainstormed of what and how and now it is done. The best part, I didn't have to do it alone. I healed something to have my husband stand side by side to get it done. We worked in harmony with spirit. I used my wisdom to say no to the energies that told me that I am to stand up for myself, take offense and fight. I chose to say no. I didn't want to fight with anyone. I saw the clue that needed to be healed. I did and the results were that another person decided they needed to heal. What did I really choose to do? I chose to not play into their thought process. I was done enabling them to stay right where they are and not grow. I will not enable people to stay in their hells and take me with them. Miracle! People healed and the relationship is stronger than ever. Yay me! I went to bed at 11 pm and slept until 2 am.
Remember me telling you about how a person’s body speaks? When you click on the link It is towards the bottom in the 2nd to the last paragraph. Well I will write more about it in day 4.
Freeze discharge - http://youtu.be/8u40WwqkOws or for the teachings go HERE