This diary is not about just putting a plan in action. It is about creating a recipe for life. This part of the blog is the Mental/Emotional/Spiritual part of my life.
LUMPED TOGETHER: I had worked very hard to show I was different for many years. At the age of 13, I hit a certain age and my mother lumped me in with the rest of them. I grew up hearing words of grief she had with the kids. I did my best to not be that. I realized she was not going to see me any other way. It hurt but it was her reality. I wanted her to love me and approve of me. As soon as my little girl inside me heard something that they deemed was bad, I had to change myself so they would accept me.
WOUNDED PRIDE: Nobody wants to hear someone say those words to your face. YOU HAVE..." Especially if it isn't from a soul coach. It is worse when someone is coming from just a human mindset with intent to be an ass. Where did we believe it is shameful and when was it right versus wrong? These factors are huge in how you will hold your patterns of behavior and whether you will create a heaven or hell on earth. All those emotions are from chemical peptides that can get lodged in the body. Here is an energy routine that I use to help free them from my body. Especially the Neurolympathic where I flush them out myself.
I was guided to exercise this energetic muscle. This is now part of my radical change. It is in my daily schedule as well as anytime I know I need it.
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I could find hole in the heart but Heart represents life as: many things for this specific person. I looked to heart valve... Can't let love in and can't count on it. Unable to trust the emotional environment. After time turns into a one man band operation on the emotional level that one has to provide themselves with whatever love they can manage or must all by themselves. The healing tool that we will be Hope Therapy
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Information about heart - Dr. Micheal J. Lincoln, Ph.D. Messages from the body.