METAPHOR: As we proceed to move forward on new paths with different twist we have to be exposed to the new territory. We can't help being exposed with our senses to the experience and path. Some will say, "Yes you can, just don't go down that road." If we hold fear and restrictions to those roads then the law of attraction will be persistent as we resist. Because we have fueled the law of attraction by saying, "I AM..." as in I am not going down that road. You are claiming to create just that but showing yourself the road again and again. The I AM statement is a must in creating your reality and your world. We used our focus, observation, statement either by word or thought with emotions that fuel that reality to become into being. The feeling and emotions keep feeding it. This is where I would use a healing tool to stop the chemical peptides from being created ever again to those thoughts. By using healing tools not only does it take out the chemical peptides that normally force one to feel and act that way, it also stops the self talk chatter.
Getting back to the metaphor. We can help on how we expect the experience to show up and expect our reaction. We don't necessarily have to learn the path but it would be much easier on us if we did so if we have to encounter that path again we will feel more safer because it is more familiar. One can make it easier on themselves and familiarize themselves and use landmarks. As life unfolds, how does the self talk and emotions unfold with us? Do you complain or live in dread? Do you feel safe and secure as you go into unknown territory? As we are moving along the path there are curves and obstacles in the road. We need to know when to slow down and proceed with cation not out of fear but out of how balanced (centered) we are as we handle the bike or car. Same for life itself. As we get more confident of making known the unknown we can continue to build confidence. We could also learn to go faster and handle the speed. In the game, I was so bad in the beginning but now I have the moves down, I know what to expect without dreading the expected. Meaning. You know a tree will be there. You can remember it is there and learn to adjust your balance and center to manuver yourself around the tree. Most people think that if you are expecting it then it is bad but not expecting is bad.
I have noticed my tolerance level of being knocked down sometimes gets the best of me. Why? It is my reaction. It is the self talk that gets frustrated. I know there is more then falling down. I know I want and desire that. My reaction is a build up of the first bad experience. One hasn't processed that out so when the next time it comes up you build upon that continued unresolved reactions/emotions. It is to give you proof you are right. It is also in our nature to learn the path so you don't stick your hand back in the fire. Since we didn't process our fear from the experience, we will avoid the next one. For some people the next experience is really a good one but is seen through the lens of fear. It is so important to differentiate experiences. The biggest way is to resolve to evolve.
AN INTUITIVE EMPATH HELL
You read above about me playing Mario Kart with the family. I have to say that on a vibration level I lost it. I could feel all my nerves shaking. The voices were so loud. It was sending shock waves through my system(s). I didn't know how to handle it except form my first experience when I was two years old. All that volume, I was stuck between it. All the waves where hurting me. My heart was racing, my mouth when dry. My happiness left the building. I was in frozen mode of stress. I didn't know what to do. I was having a good time with family. I didn't need to fight. I didn't really want to run but on the inside of me I did.
I am thankful for that above experience for the moment was recreated for a chance to heal. My two year old self program was coming to the surface to be addressed. I can't go back being the age two but I can create the live fresh experience of my adult version now. I didn't waste it. I went to bed and held my points (aka Hope Therapy healing tool)
I am so glad that I got a healing tool to do at night. I feel much better. I focused on the sound and how it affected all my senses. I focused on the pictures of the events and used the treasure chest healing tool at the same time with hope therapy. I feel more centered. I feel more protected.
The day started out on a quest. Spirit spoke of a grid that I have that was broken and that is why I am so vulnerable. I began to study what Donna Eden was able to bring into existence. As I read through the material, I was amazed of how familiar it felt for me.
BASIC GRID BOOKLET
I can see how I will be incorporating this information in my teaching to help people find out why they can't heal as well as why people are so more sensitive and more.
I have worked out five days successfully with P90X2. I totally recommend the stretching. I am going to go workout right now. I will have to wait on the food plan for there is no money in the budget to get it and that is okay. I continue to drink water and use salt. Time to go work on my core.