This part of the diary is daily life. As we awaken, we begin to understand that blame and judgment isn't something that is no longer needed. You begin to see things around you with new insights. I see abundance around me all the time. What does that mean. Scarcity doesn't exist.
Today is Valentine's day. It is also the day that I celebrate my husband birth. He is my best friend. Times have changed so much that it is important to see our growth. I came across this quote
"Between men and women there is no friendship possible. There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship."
At first in my survival mindset aka human mindset thought I don't believe it. I totally disagree. That is such a lie. I protest this. I will be damned (cancel, cancel, cancel) that he not speak for me. Then my true identity kicks in and not my over identities of pain and explains it energetic pattern.
Without knowing the authors state of mood we might miss the tone or the intent. Some people say that Oscar Wilde is commenting from a male perspective and you are looking at it from a female perspective...
FEMALE: I have very close, and dear friendships with men - NO passion, NO worship - just amazing, healthy, good, kind, thoughtful friendships. Like the brother I never had - deep, connecting, engaging, and lovely. Today I went walking with a dear friend for his birthday. Amazing conversations, breathing in the magical sunshine, challenging each other to expand in our thinking. I adore him - but never in a sexual way. Never wanting more.
FEMALE: This is a minion comment to make people feel better. Oscar Wilde was gay... so what does he know?!!
MALE: I wouldn't even dare to speak for all males
MALE: I am friends with several woman, and thats all it'll ever be - friendship.
FEMALE: It all depends on the two individuals involved in the friendship. Everyone is different...Platonic friendship is absolutely possible between males and females!
FEMALE: I have some really amazing male friends! Some where I've felt there might be something bubbling under the surface their side, and some where there definitely isn't, I drive up to see him (really far) and spend time in the woods and doing our thing, then we hook up with his lovel lady and do dinner etc all together.
FEMALE: Yeah, I have several friends who are men and it grosses me out to think it would ever be anything else.
We move from one state to the next. Epiphanies of that growth need to be measured. It is time to be more awakened. It is time to resolve to evolve. If you are protesting, resolve the negative emotions and the feeling state (marker) that you are over identifying with/to that/those emotion(s). See how it serves you. If you are upset, notice the seed that is planted in the ground waiting until it is time to burst and bloom into...
A farmer does not check the seed to see if it is growing by pulling it up by the roots. How do you see your growth?
Nor do you look at evidence on the surface alone to see the actually truth. Your inner world creates your outer world.
Change in progress
1. Sleeping the cycle that my body was built to do. Much better. I go to bed by 12:30am.
2. Thank you Therapy and Golden Lasso.
3. I do 5 minute routine.
4. After the neurolympathic rub I trace my meridians
5. Because the meridians I have, that are out of whack in the morning are consistent, I do strengthening the acupuncture points exercise. During the time I started this diary, I have made a chart that helps me log. Maybe I can make another chart or check list. It has to be placed where I see it.
6. Witnessing on receiving. This is proof of my healing. The receiving has increased that I have noticed. It is now that I am to train myself that it can happen all the time instead of just once in a while. This helps me not to fall back into oh thinking and receiving habits.
Changes coming up
2. Radio shows
3. Eating healthier
4. Write book